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Name: Maki Bear
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 6/16/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Sing, write poems, reading manga's, chat, play outwar, basketball, talking on the phone, eating anything raspberry flavored, html and feeling inadequate at everything I do.
Expertise: making people laugh, doin' my best to show I care, spacing out, eating cheese and being quite stupid... >.>
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  lilisgmpl
AIM:  lilisg2000
AIM:  sadnessdriftsoff
AIM:  SadnessDriftsOn
Member Since:
9/2/2003
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| - Slipping Away - If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked, tie them to a bed post, eat them until they scream, then fuck them until both of you are sensless and unable to fuck anymore, then wait about 5 minutes, and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in YOUR journal. | | |
| Song: "Endless Sorrows"
Artist/band: Ayumi Hamasaki
Album: I am...
Romaji:
Tatoeba hitorikiri de
Nani mo mienaku natta toshite
Tatoeba sore demo mada
Mae ni susumou to suru no nara
Koko e kite kono te o
Kimi ni moshi tsubasa ga
Hitotsu shika nakute mo
Boku ni moshi tsubasa ga
Hitotsu shika nokotte nakute mo
Tatoeba shinjiru mono
Nani hitotsu naku natta toshite
Tatoeba soko ni wa tada
Zetsubou dake ga nokotta nara
Douka kono inori o
Hane no nai tenshi ga
Afureteru jidai de
Kimi ni moshi tsubasa ga
Nokosarete nakute mo
Boku ni moshi tsubasa ga
Hitotsu demo nokotte iru nara
Isshoni... isshoni...
Translation:
Even if for instance you
Are blind and alone
Even so, if you just still
Try to go ahead
Come here, and take my hand
Even if your wings
Are all gone but one
Even if of my wings
Only one remains
Even if for instance you
Lose every single thing you believe in
Even if for instance all that remains
With you is despair
Somehow, please answer my prayer
In this world overflowing
With angels without wings
Even if of your wings
None have been left
If only one of my wings
Is left then Together? together?
<33.
-Lili Bear- | | |
| - Just Like Heaven - - Yes, yes... I know, I never use this journal... and of course, no one reads this one but I guess it's better that way. I need to rant... v.v;;
Well, today was supposed to be a special day. The best day of my life. I was supposed to meet my darling girlfriend, Michelle. Of course, I've known for two weeks that that wouldn't happen. She flew up to join her brother and such until January 7th. I'm stuck here in Florida until the 3rd. I just don't even understand why I end up this way. Everything I do always backfires so I guess I'm just depressed again. I don't really know what to do. I'll try to distract myself studying German and reading and such but running away from reality to drown out sorrow with lies that last only so long to plunge back into melancholy isn't the answer I'm looking for. I want my life to get better! I want things to maybe turn out well for once!! God, why the hell do I have to be like this?! I don't know... v.v;;
Anyways, *sigh* I'm in Winter Garden, Florida right now, about 5 miles or so away from Disney. I think I'll go look up some things online to see what my dream earlier meant. >.>
Tchusse~
-Lili Bear-
Oh yes, and the saddest part is today is mine and Michelle's 5 months anniversary... some way to celebrate it alone... o.o;; | | |
| Listening to: Song on my NaivexSeclusion xanga.
Mood: Pretty good.
Welp, I just thought I should update this thing... *sigh* I miss this xanga... but I guess I can use it more often now that I don't only have my iMac as an option and can also use my laptop which allows me to go on here.
Hehe, yeah, so today I walked Liz home from school. Well, I mean, we took MUNI and then walked to her house. She told her mom I was psycho haha!! XD But her mom didn't believe her... *snicker snicker* =^_^=
Ummm, aside from that... had SES [Social Sciences and Economics class in French] exam. It went alright. *shrugs* It's all good in the hood homie g! ^^;;
<33.
-Lili Bear- | | |
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